......
today was great everythin went okkk =Dbut until now my mom and dad jus came home
i noe my dad has been mad at my mom all day
and when my mom and dad came home i heard my mom cryin in
the bathroom.... what am i goin do? go up? stay down here and not get
included? i hate these nights.... i get so scared i hate it
i hate it i hate it i feel so useless i cant even go up and
help my mom too scared.... my friends told me jus to ignore
it cuz they been thro this.... im so scared.... fights, crying, yelling, breakin things,
hittin things..... what am i goin do all i can think about rite
now is to pray to God ask him to help me and tatz wat im gonna do
but so scared... scared sumthin might happen last time my dad jus
ran off i feel... i feel so ugghhh i hate our family lyke this my dad is
so violent so hot temper... way more then me and it scares me
he can bbe funni at times but when his lyke this... i noe this is
a bad thing to represent him but seriously sumtimes his lyke a
devil a mad devil .... it really scares mee.... -sigh- i hope everythin is
gonna be alriteee....prayy to Godd<33
_*Pce out<33
posted by xo.pepper @ 7:50 p.m.
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