all my fault?
Today was a good bad day. School was goodbut something terrible happened today as well.
Me and manda planned a surprize b-day party for carmela,
however carmela was gettin really mad because ppl
were buggin her. Also tellin her it was about sumone
askin her out. I felt so bad and so did my other friend
tina. Therefore, we decided to tell her wat is happening
becuase we didnt want to c her sad. However, i think we mad
her more sad. Because her hopes were down. She really wanted
sumone to ask her out and we made her hopes way to high.
I feel so awful... Mayb me and manda should hav jus did
a 3 hang out instead of a surprize b-day party. Then all of
this wouldnt hav happened... Also the thing that made me
really sad is tat her mom callin me askin what happened. Why is
carmela cryin? I FELT SO BAD. I feel awful i should hav never
did this. Also carmela doesnt wanna do anythin for
her b-day anymore and, she told me this yr is the worst b-day
ever. Just cuz of me >.figure out a way to bring her to the skatin rink where the
surprize b-day party was gooin to get held and everyone is
commin. I jus pray to the lord that she will cheer up.
i jus feel lyke crap rite now...
_*Pce out<3
posted by xo.pepper @ 10:54 p.m.
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