Should I?
... I'm so confused, I want to talk to him but I dont.The more I talk to him the more I fall into that trap that
will hurt me. So should I tell him we shouldn't talk for now...
However, that would make it so awkward... and I know that even if
I'm going to lose a great friend atleast I'm not going to be hurting anymore.
However, I was wrong loosing such a great friend is going to kill me.
It's stressing me out so much right now, especially when his the
one asking me what is stressing me out. I really want to tell him
so I can breathe but I dont because I still want to talk to him and
I don't want to lose him. His asking and asking... he really wants to know
so he can help me with it. However, he doesnt even know that it's about him.
He said his good with helping with stress, but he probably doesnt know what to
say about this stress. That I dont want to talk to him cuz the more I do
I fall into the trap, that's the reason i always text him so late in the day. This is because I always fail and need to text you. So I dont know if I should keep txting you or stop. He'll prob be so shocked that he'll be speechless...I'm so lost and confused. What should I do...? To go on and know that I'm bulidin a huge suffering and hurt at the end. Or just end it now even tho I'm going to suffer loosing such a great friend. Sigh... I dont know...
posted by xo.pepper @ 1:31 a.m.
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