Thursday, February 22, 2007

so sad... (but a good song)

Runaway Love
Ludacris Ft. Mary J. Blige

[Hook - Mary J. Blige]
Run away love (8x)

[Verse 1 - Ludacris]
Now little lisa is only 9 years old
Shes tryin to figure out why the world is so cold
Why shes all alone and they never met her family
Mamas always gone and she never met her daddy
Part of her is missin and nobody will listenin
Mama is on drugs gettin high up in the kitchen
Bringin home men at different hours of the night
Startin with some laughs--usually endin in a fight
Sneak into her room while her mamas knocked out
Tryin to have his way and little lisa says 'ouch'
She tries to resist but then all he does is beat her
Tries to tell her mom but her mama don't believe her
Lisa is stuck up in the world on her own
Forced to think that hell is a place called home
Nothin else to do but get some clothes and pack
She says shes bout to run away and never come back.

[Hook - Mary J. Blige]
Runaway love [x8]

[Verse 2 - Ludacris]
Little nicole is only 10 years old
Shes steady tryin to figure why the world is so cold
Why shes not pretty and nobody seems to like her
Alcoholic stepdad always wanna strike her
Yells and abuses, leaves her with some bruises
Teachers ask questions shes makin up excuses
Bleedin on the inside, cryin on the out
Its only one girl really knows what she about
Her name is little stacy and they become friends
Promise that theyll always be tight til the end
Until one day lil stacy gets shot
A drive by bullet went stray up on her block
Now nicole stuck up in the world on her own
Forced to think that hell is a place called home
Nothin else to do but get her clothes and pack
She says shes bout to run away and never come back.

[Hook - Mary J. Blige]
Runaway love [x8]

[Verse 3 - Ludacris]
Little erica is 11 years old
Shes steady tryin to figure why the world is so cold
So she pops x to get rid of all the pain
Cause shes havin sex with a boy whos 16 Emotions run deep and she thinks shes in love
So theres no protection hes usin no glove
Never thinkin bout the consequences of her actions
Livin for today and not tomorrows satisfaction
The days go by and her belly gets big
The father bails out he aint ready for a kid
Knowin her mama will blow it all out of proportion
Plus she lives poor so no money for abortion
Erica is stuck up in the world on her own
Forced to think that hell is a place called home
Nothin else to do but get her clothes and pack
She say shes about to run away and never come back.

[Hook - Mary J. Blige]
Runaway love [repeats til end]

dont keep runnin away
ill run away with u
if you want me to

i can only imagine
what your goin through ladys
sometimes i feel like running away myself
so do me a favor right now & close your eyes
& picture us running away together
& when we come back
everything again will be ok
open your eyes

Friday, February 09, 2007

without a friend

Today was ok i guess.
Did you ever miss someone just cuz they werent there for one day?
Well i missed one of my bestest friend that is in my class. She went
to Vancouver for a dance competition (prayin that she wins). However,
it was such a boring day without her. She's usually the one that makes me
laugh and get laugh attacks. It was still fun but not the same w/o my one of
my besties. Tomas still makes me laugh and all but not as much as Manda so it
just wasnt the same. I actually was pretty quiet then usual. So, life would be
different just because one person that is really close to you isnt there even
for one day. However, she texted me in class lol it was pretty awesome text msg
but i couldnt text bak cost to much. She told me to write the list that
happens in skool and i sorta wrote everythin. However, doesnt mean she wasnt
here it wasnt a great day cuz it was. People still made me laugh but not as hard.
Tomas missed the bus just because bridget and ashley said they would be there. Then this extra "st.vincent de paul" bus comes and me and nikki told him to go on. But there was no one inside but he still went in. After couple mins he comes bak out and me and nikki laughed our heads off lol xD. But it is sorta scary jus takin the bus all alone and it had to go to downtown and go bak up to his house so yea. That was my
school day.

Church was fun i havnt been there for 2 weeks. Still had fun. It was pretty funni
about the datin thing. So church was pretty amazing even if stuff did happen but it
was all kewl. Van ride home i jus chatted with jack. So that is bascailly what happened at nite.

Thursday, February 08, 2007

one of my fav songs<3

Bow wow ft Chris brown
Shorty like mine<3

[LBW:] Ya'll Know What This Is

[Chorus]
Only Thing That Keeps Me Up
When I'm Feelin Down
I Don't Know About U
But I Got To Keep Mines Around
Cuz I Don Looked I Don Searched And It's Hard 2 Find
Another (Shorty Like Mine)
Baby Yes I'm
Addicted To How We Kick It And Everything U Say To Me
Neva Knew It Could Be So Wicked Hopin That U Stay Wit Me
Search Around The World But U'll Neva Find
Another Shorty Like Mine (Shorty Like Mine)

To All My Niggas
U Got A Grl But She Ain't Nothin (Like Mine)
Cute Face Nice Size (Like Mine)
Stay Kitted Hood Wit It (Like Mine)
Mean Walk Talk The Talk Let Me Tell Ya Some Moe

[Verse 1:]
I Know That When I Ran Into This One She Would B The Red Light Of My Pimpin
Knew She Would Be The One To Make Me Stop Carin About Other The Girls On My Jock And Gettin
Knew She Would Be The One To Slow Me Down Hold Me Down
I Roll Wit Her Now I Go Wit Her Now I'm A Grow Wit Her Go Get Her
That's How I Got Her Don't Be Mad U Can't Get One Hotta
Broke The Mold Wit Lil Mama
I Don't Care What My Niggas Say
She Been There Errday For My Drama Some Of The Homies Hate Cuz They Want Her
Wish They Were The Ones Datin My Women
Gone Get A Good Look At Her Cuz She Fine And I Don't Mine
Cuz She's Mine

[Chorus]
Only Thing That Keeps Me Up
When I'm Feelin Down
I Don't Know About U
But I Got To Keep Mines Around
Cuz I Don Looked I Don Searched And It's Hard 2 Find
Another (Shorty Like Mine)
Baby Yes I'm
Addicted To How We Kick It And Everything U Say To Me
Neva Knew It Could Be So Wicked Hopin That U Stay Wit Me
Search Around The World But U'll Neva Find
Another Shorty Like Mine (Shorty Like Mine)

To All My Niggas
U Got A Grl But She Ain't Nothin (Like Mine)
Cute Face Nice Size (Like Mine)
Stay Kitted Hood Wit It (Like Mine)
Mean Walk Talk The Talk Let Me Tell Ya Some Moe

[Bridge:]


I Got All This Love Inside Of Me And All I Want 2 Do Is Give It 2 Her
I Don't Care What The Fellas Say Bout It Cuz I Got Somethin 2 Say Bout It
What I'm About 2 Say Is Straight Up
Real Talk No Cut I Don't Play Bout It
There Ain't No Price U Can Put On A Grl Who Knows Just What 2 Say And When U Need 2 Hear It
The Most And I'm A Tell U Somethin Else If I Don't Know Nothin Else I Know

[Chorus]
Only Thing That Keeps Me Up
When I'm Feelin Down
I Don't Know About U
But I Got To Keep Mines Around
Cuz I Don Looked I Don Searched And It's Hard 2 Find
Another (Shorty Like Mine)
Baby Yes I'm
Addicted To How We Kick It And Everything U Say To Me
Neva Knew It Could Be So Wicked Hopin That U Stay Wit Me
Search Around The World But U'll Neva Find
Another Shorty Like Mine (Shorty Like Mine)

To All My Niggas
U Got A Grl But She Ain't Nothin (Like Mine)
Cute Face Nice Size (Like Mine)
Stay Kitted Hood Wit It (Like Mine)
Mean Walk Talk The Talk Let Me Tell Ya Some Moe

[Verse 3:]
I Want To Give Her The World
And I Ain't Even Tryin 2 Lose Her
I'm Addicted To My Grl And The Way She Twirls In That Lil Skirt
Just 4 Me In The Club, In The Crib In The Streets She Rep 4 Lbw
Ent She A Nice Size Wit Them Pretty Brown Bright Eyes
I'm A Win Her Wit The Right Prize And I'm A Give It 2 Her 2 The Rhythem Of A High Hat
She Got A Beautiful Mind U Can't Buy That And The Sight From Behind When She Walk On By Make A Nigga Wanna Try
That She Got The Prittiest Smile And She Gangsta Keep Me From Runnin Wild And I Thank Her And We Can Talk About Anything
She Got Good Conversation My Homie My Lil Friend And Plus She Patient

[Chorus Til Fade]
Only Thing That Keeps Me Up
When I'm Feelin Down
I Don't Know About U
But I Got To Keep Mines Around
Cuz I Don Looked I Don Searched And It's Hard 2 Find
Another (Shorty Like Mine)
Baby Yes I'm
Addicted To How We Kick It And Everything U Say To Me
Neva Knew It Could Be So Wicked Hopin That U Stay Wit Me
Search Around The World But U'll Neva Find
Another Shorty Like Mine (Shorty Like Mine)

To All My Niggas
U Got A Grl But She Ain't Nothin (Like Mine)
Cute Face Nice Size (Like Mine)
Stay Kitted Hood Wit It (Like Mine)
Mean Walk Talk The Talk Let Me Tell Ya Some Moe


Sunday, February 04, 2007

sick.. how fun is that....

So, im jus gonna just
tell you what happen at carmlea
"surprise b-day party."
She said it was awesome and she had the
time of her life. Also she said that she's
sorry about how she got all sad and everythin.
However, i cant blame her people tellin her
that the guy she lykes is gonna ask her out. I would
hav been mad and also sad as well. So, no harm :D.
Therefore, Kingston and Tanya was right :D!


It was a great nite at her "surprise" b-day party
went skatin and went to peakin garden
to eat :D! The only bad thin is when i got to carmela's
house because i was sleepin over. Is because i got sick!
eeekk >.< !!!! First it started out me being freezing
to death. After we went to sleep every time i jus wake up
in the middle of the nite im burning and it feels lyke im
dyin i guess. After i actually wake up i felt lyke crap!
i couldnt walk proberly, my head was achin, i felt lyke barfin,
my stomache hurt, and my whole body was burning! The worse
part is that i didnt do anythin but jus layed on the bed. Therfore,
it was pretty much the worse sleepover ever! Then finally my mom
picked me up but she had to go to work >.< ! i was home all alone
for about 4 hrs? My body burning and my head was gettin worse.
However, after my dad and surprisingly my mom came bak home :D!
They gave me advil and i went to sleep after i woke up i wasnt burning
anymore. My stomache and throat was still in pain >.< . Then in the
afternoon i got a headache but now its gone :D. However, i havnt
ate for 2 dayz >.< WOW lol xD! i thought i could never do that >.< !
i guess the stomache pain jus made me not want to eat >.< .
I think im gettin better tho :D i jus hate being sick >.<
Also, i'll be bak on friday sry for skippin church for
2 weeks >.< !!
_*Pce it<3

Thursday, February 01, 2007

all my fault?

Today was a good bad day. School was good
but something terrible happened today as well.
Me and manda planned a surprize b-day party for carmela,
however carmela was gettin really mad because ppl
were buggin her. Also tellin her it was about sumone
askin her out. I felt so bad and so did my other friend
tina. Therefore, we decided to tell her wat is happening
becuase we didnt want to c her sad. However, i think we mad
her more sad. Because her hopes were down. She really wanted
sumone to ask her out and we made her hopes way to high.
I feel so awful... Mayb me and manda should hav jus did
a 3 hang out instead of a surprize b-day party. Then all of
this wouldnt hav happened... Also the thing that made me
really sad is tat her mom callin me askin what happened. Why is
carmela cryin? I FELT SO BAD. I feel awful i should hav never
did this. Also carmela doesnt wanna do anythin for
her b-day anymore and, she told me this yr is the worst b-day
ever. Just cuz of me >.figure out a way to bring her to the skatin rink where the
surprize b-day party was gooin to get held and everyone is
commin. I jus pray to the lord that she will cheer up.
i jus feel lyke crap rite now...
_*Pce out<3